1. |
Yes I Did
03:21
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My back against the wall
Has me daydreaming out your window
I'm hearing you say this first floor fall it will kill me
If I jackknife and take my life out with style
Sell my brain on craigslist who cares we'll be set
And you won't have to hear me and I can't think we'll be fine
Maybe then I can finally make some of my own friends
I tried to make peace just ask my former self
He said that things will get better
If I wallow right here in the present
Without letting the future knock my teeth out
Existential dread is a nightmare but I accept it
With the pain of loving yourself
Of all the eyes they lead me to find the small things
Even though I curse them
I'm getting lost in the balance
Of what everyday means to me
Afraid to trust and you say you know everything just be open to me
Like the window I dove out
It never gave anything
Swallowed by sorry affliction
Wishing the calendar went at my pace
If I couldn't separate what's real
From the limits of consciousness
I'd be well on my way
Comatose as a suburban time bomb
Light me up let me enjoy my own mistakes
If I'm broken then I'll always be fixed
I keep, losing
My own, footing
Just light me up, let me be
Let me carve my own meaning
I almost pierced through every dwelling I ever loved
The pain is working
Light me up, just let me be
All alone for once the sound of the T.V.
Sings away my guilt I'll sleep
I can finally breathe with ease
Choke the feathers of paradise
Get them to the foreground
You fight every scar with a fresh one
Tell me how long you need
Cause' this isn't my fault
I keep, losing
My own, footing
You know this isn't my fault
I keep, losing
My own, footing
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2. |
Six Majin
02:10
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Anybody in there? Everybody's in there?
Anybody home?
Shook me from the hull, led me your door
Pulled me through your house
Do you even know I'm home?
Say it's ok, say it's all good
Keep the helmet on
I can keep you with me
Control, first stage
Drowning in deep space
I'm glad I left everyone I know behind
As I'm grasping at frequencies
when you wired the den
Pretending that I'm Houston
And your Apollo
A launch pad to feel the sun without us anymore
Burning, alone and slow
I'm only lonely when you remind me
Of all the reasons why I'm up here is
It hurts way too much to learn and grow
I still don't have the time to ditch your parts of me
To find myself and I know I'm too far gone
Tracing constellations past the toes of my shoes
While you still try to make your problems mine
And I'll always be here stuck with you
Get that through your head
And your twisted point of view
Come in Apollo IV
Suit up, depressurize
Give them all one more
Cut the comms and assume this mission is finished
That evens out the score
When you dipped your pen
To rewrite our lives and watch us suffer
I'm glad you finally thought of me
Instead of just thinking of yourself
Anybody in there? Everybody's in there
Anybody?
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3. |
Cape Malea
03:01
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Left your shoes on the doormat
You always stepped on your welcome home
Now grab your things in the night and leave
With our hearts beating on the kitchen table
I didn't want to go
You forced me to leave
Into the arms of the lotus
Who cares for me
Say I'm apathetic when
We're just looking out for you trying to keep you safe
As I watch the forest rise
Hide inside the phone booth pretend your on your way
Can you just sit still pick up the line
Tell me why you're wanting to wear the bones that you break
In the glare of the lake reflects despair in your glass
And I'm the blood you shed
I'm used to it
Maybe I'm the one that's wrong
I'll be waiting for a study in your poetry
As the writers didn't dress my flaws
Used the prose to wring the life out of everything
Can't seem to let me go
Months I ago I was a hole with a tombstone
Stick my neck out for what you sown
Cause I'm always too weak to do anything
Had nothing to lose
So why do you need me?
You have all your friends
Dancing around the trees
With the fruits in hand
You ask me the same thing
Why do I run away
From the ones I need?
Say I'm apathetic when
We're just looking out for you trying to keep you safe
As I watch the forest rise
Hide inside the phone booth pretend your on your way
Can you just sit still pick up the line
Tell me why it's fine to wear the bones that you break
In the lake my reflection glares
And I'm the blood you shed
And I'm used to it
Cause' it will always hurt me
Believing we are closer now thanks to the pain you gave
Dripping Autumn on your leaves
Gliding as a flesh kite knotted in your selfish tree
Both seeking, wanting some form of redemption
Forgetting our only cure is Father Time's hands
With desperation holding on to something
Some how it's each other I'm used to it
I never really wanted go
You forced me to leave
Into the arms of the lotus
Who cared for me
Always had nothing to lose
So why do you need me?
Why do I run away
From the ones I need?
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4. |
Holiday Station
03:45
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Grasping the sound of the grass
How it grows through our cement cracks
Underneath dandelion dreams
At least their howls fill me with something for people to see
It's evergreen, branches all manifest as a twist with ease
Grow with me, a part of my leaves hand houses shade for all we see
The stars will all die you have to paint the fields above and below
Veins explode the engine shouts, "you have to help yourself"
Towards the iron stench rusted affection stained red nature's medicine
Spilt from our feeble lips, Treants of decadence
With rings cut bare petals falling as summer snow
Left in the cold, am I the only one who cares?
Read between all the lines? Am I the only one that's scared?
Ivy climbs day by day, whose the next in the way?
While I'm locked in Fort Knox should I keep to myself?
I don't what I'll say or what comes out of our mouths
Hoping for blossoms a key to what I did
In all the hues that reflect engrained roots are permanent
So, why grow me in your shoebox
Just to mulch me into pieces?
Why grow me in your shoebox
Just to mulch me into pieces?
Cicadas all ring, "This is the way I always want things to be."
Out brittle bone gently waving on the moonlight
For another chance, sever my stem, buy a vase
Here's my flowerhead
Why do I have to wait for holidays to see you?
Because of me, ask me
The questions you have all the answers to
So you can walk away, when you have what you need
Some validation for leaving
Was it personal to find flaws?
Saying that you found some way
I'm glad there's nothing scarier than facing the unknown
I won't leave you for fallacy
Although I deserve to be alone
Just cause' of me, ask me
The questions you have all the answers to
So you can walk away, when you have what you need
Some validation for leaving
Butterflies ate all the oxygen
Convinced to rip my eyes away
And factor in the headroom
This will happen all again
Wait for me in memory
I deserve to be alone
I won't leave you for fallacy
Believe me
No one deserves to be alone
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5. |
Blue MAX V2
01:50
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In your old room you grew with me
These four walls always talk I know you still wouldn't listen
To summer nights with Adult Swim
And lightning filled yule tides
Your hunting Tigrex in area 9
On snowy mountains you forgot your hot drinks
Dazed from the flash bombs lay on your carpet
Listen to Ralphie whine all night
About everything about everything
When you played every four star monster around 2000
We're waiting for Sleifer and Gravity Bind
Holding on patience I hear you laugh
It still makes me smile I hope this brings you back
When you're on the expressway home
Passing your only exit
Do you think about the way we moved on?
Or the times you stuck up for me in high school?
I'm glad to be your burden
It's a better word for brothers always be
To me, I gave you everything I can
And that's why we're worthless
Still on the same page
Of wanting some memories
Won't be as pure as we get up in age
That's because of our ways
Still on the same page
Of wasting away
What's left of all the offerings
That makes you who you are today
I want to be on the same page
My mind won't let me
I'll stomach what you spout
To keep you from getting hurt yourself
From getting hurt yourself
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6. |
Use Your Boomerang!
03:20
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Spelt your name from the pages of a magazine
Issues we bought
Better Homes in the shots you saved
Make the most of the hole I made well
What did you expect from me?
Nothing more, nothing less
Than another apology
These words will rot away our teeth
In a crossword hold
The hints to make sure I know my place
Like a shallow basket hoping
You take the shell when the tide takes me
Cut the cloth for a quilt
Expect it all to get better
Walk the sand beneath my skin
Waiting for warmer weather
Holding what we lost
Take the ink blots
Tell me what to see
Mosaic castles
Fills jars vacantly
Hit the ground hypnotized
I got to pick up the time hands
Rust the guard to pull your lungs out again
Sunk down my hollow basement
Planting flowers in the foundation
Knowing too well the rafters will cave in.
Walk the sand beneath my skin
Knowing that the rafters will cave in
Cut the cloth for a quilt
Expect it all to get better
Walk the sand beneath my skin
Waiting for warmer weather
Holding what we lost
We're drowning in our remedy
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7. |
My House Is Haunted
03:07
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Don't worry about the things that's said
You just need another wheel to be her sidecar
It's been a hard time making sense
Glad the thunder of the engine fills your headspace
When the HOV lane ends
The rain will preach our names to your skeleton
That's when I'll be on my way
Cause' I'll always be your sidecar
Staring through you to the future I am listening
Tarot cards you left outside your university
Magic eight ball adds I'm gonna hurt my best friend
He'll be fine, we won't think about it that way
Always together with winds of levity
Basking in the glow of all your accolades
Reassuring I can get away with anything
I'll keep it buried you won't think about it anyway
Karma let me explore
The weather below
The birdcage above your soul
I've seen the fault lines dance
And shape some peace of mind
Gem stones vilify
All faces deep inside your hands
If I have to accept, your happiness
Enjoy the husk and let me live with what you left
You said that you would call
Once you know how to convince yourself
That I'm worthless when you wrote my name
Am I only your brother when you want to see my face
In the truth you want around yourself
Another lie for you to take you'll get away from this hell
When all your hope's choked up
Strangled overgrown we'll pray for new seeds sown
In lives thrown to wolves made to become so much more
Don't worry about the things that's said
You just need another wheel to be her sidecar
It's been a hard time making sense
Glad the thunder of the engine fills your headspace
When the HOV lane ends
The rain will preach our names to your skeleton
That's when I'll be on my way
Cause' I'll always be your sidecar
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